Hey Blonde! THis is Brunette (well obviously, who else would it be?) Hahahaha well I am very sorry but I have nothing to write about right now....my life is a bit boring at this point.
I cannot WAIT till highschool! I'm thinking about it like every single minute of the day but I am sooo scared, like UGH!!!!! It's horrible, I just keep thinking "worst case scenario"....like on the first day I will be called on in class and all I will be able to manage is, "Uh, uh, uh, I, uh, I, uh, uh, uh". For the rest of my four years at S.M, I am known as Uh.
Or some guy comes up to me (prefferably a certain someone named Jake) and says, "Hi" and I can't think of anything clever to say back so I just stand there blushing like crazy while the dude looks at me and realizes I am either mute, insane, or totally stuck-up. For the rest of my four years at S.M., I am known as Silent-but-Deadly.
Or I am walking down the hall and I trip over myself and fall on someone. I stammer an apology, try to get up, and fall down again, all in front of everyone. For the rest of my life, I am known as Sir Tripsalot.
SOOOOO you can see part of why I am so nervous! I keep listening to the song "Fifteen" cuz I am trying to mentally prepare myself by listening to it, but it's probably NOT helping cuz the song is actually kind of sad and it's saying how you wish that when you are older you could go back and tell yourself NOT to do something that you did when you were in highschool.
Well there, I posted! Wow, I didn't think I would be able to write anything, but I did! Hahahahahaha go me....I think it helped my self-confidence. Jk :)
Love, BRUNETTTTTTTTTTTE!
2 comments:
Ok, well here goes:
I've already thought of a ton of things I could say, but I decided this was the best:
It's simple. You're over-thinking this. You really are. You will do fine. I mean,as much as I am not friends with Jade anymore, she always spoke very highly of you, and, trust me, she does not speak highly of everybody! Just be yourself! I know this sounds cliche, but people really do like and look up to other people who are really themselves and are confident of themselves. They tend to not respect the people who do things just to be popular or who act differently depending on who they are with. You will be fine if you just are yourself and you are confident in yourself! Besides, you already have one friend going to SM :). I will be there with you on the first day, don't worry!!!!!! You'll be fine! :) Look forward to it and don't waste your time worrying!
Awwwww Blondie you are the best! That was so sweet of you...you always know the right thing to say. Well, some of the time........ :) Love, Brunette
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