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Monday, March 23, 2009

Hey, Brunette! I like your last post, it's very well written...

Sometimes I scare myself a little. If something bad happens, I hold it in and don't tell anyone-or maybe someone at school-but when I get home, I have to act like nothing happens. Nothing bad, like bad bad. Just-well, by now you have probabaly guessed that something bad has happened! Not directly, but I heard about it. It's those stupid girls again. I don't know if I'm glad I know or not. Little do they know that they have an informer within them! And guess who it was? None other than Jasmine! She tells me what they say and I act like I don't care...I don't know if I do. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. It's just frusterating, because they used to be like some of my best friends. Well, that's about it. If I'm still this mad tommorow, I would like to see one of them if they try to talk to me...

Monday, March 16, 2009

S.O.S.

Hey Blonde! THis is Brunette (well obviously, who else would it be?) Hahahaha well I am very sorry but I have nothing to write about right now....my life is a bit boring at this point.

I cannot WAIT till highschool! I'm thinking about it like every single minute of the day but I am sooo scared, like UGH!!!!! It's horrible, I just keep thinking "worst case scenario"....like on the first day I will be called on in class and all I will be able to manage is, "Uh, uh, uh, I, uh, I, uh, uh, uh". For the rest of my four years at S.M, I am known as Uh.

Or some guy comes up to me (prefferably a certain someone named Jake) and says, "Hi" and I can't think of anything clever to say back so I just stand there blushing like crazy while the dude looks at me and realizes I am either mute, insane, or totally stuck-up. For the rest of my four years at S.M., I am known as Silent-but-Deadly.

Or I am walking down the hall and I trip over myself and fall on someone. I stammer an apology, try to get up, and fall down again, all in front of everyone. For the rest of my life, I am known as Sir Tripsalot.

SOOOOO you can see part of why I am so nervous! I keep listening to the song "Fifteen" cuz I am trying to mentally prepare myself by listening to it, but it's probably NOT helping cuz the song is actually kind of sad and it's saying how you wish that when you are older you could go back and tell yourself NOT to do something that you did when you were in highschool.

Well there, I posted! Wow, I didn't think I would be able to write anything, but I did! Hahahahahaha go me....I think it helped my self-confidence. Jk :)

Love, BRUNETTTTTTTTTTTE!