Well, I read your comment and I really can't take credit for all that. I mean, I WAS furious. Not particularly humiliated, because they're stupid and I don't walk any differently than they do. I couldn't resist a few well placed comments to make them wonder today though. First to Gabby M., because she should be feeling more than a little guilty. I mean, I know she was just doing it to fit in, but, really. So, as I was leaving the classroom, I looked her in the eye and said, 'Do you usually watch people walk?' And she looked confused, because she didn't know that I knew. I love shocking people! She's like, 'What?' And I was like, 'Gabby, I know.' And she was like, 'Yeah,' and I left the room. :) haha that was fun. Next, after lunch, I had MS Enrichment, where I sit next to Rachael who sits next to Jade. Miserable, right? And stupid Rachael doesn't know that I know either. She tries to act like we're friends. She's like talking to me and I'm like really distant. Finally, I say, 'You should watch what you say in front of Jasmine, because she tells me everything.' Well, that shut her up, she didn't talk to me for the rest of class! That girl has a guilty conscience, though, she kept glancing at me throughout the class. And I talked to Tori today because we had to sit together in Tech. According to Jasmine, Tori and Jade were not making fun of me, but they were the only ones. So I told her that Jasmine told me everything. And she was really curious, so I told her what Jasmine had said. Then she was really uncomfortable and was like, 'Oh, yeah, I think both Gabbys are just doing that to fit in, I'm guessing. But you're still my friend, so I didn't.' My goal is to get Tori to realize just how mean her friends are. So I told her about what they said to Emily about me and she's like, 'Really? No one ever told me about that.' And I said, 'Yeah, but I don't really care, I'm over them.' And she's like, 'That's mean!' (meaning what they did). And I'm like, 'Yeah, but whatever.' Reverse pyshcology, right? haha. And she's like, 'They can be stupid sometimes.'

THAT IS OFFICIALLY THE UNDERSTATELMENT OF THE DAY. THE WEEK, THE MONTH. THE YEAR!!!!!!!!

Anyways, I was talking to Lisa, (yes, Lisa), who says that she won't rub it in TOO much, (haha). Jade, that is. She has warned me about Jade all along. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Anyways, turns out she hears a lot of interesting things about them on me... Those things both horrify and fascinate me. I am able to see the utter ridiculousness of the situation...but I am also able to remember that they were some of my best friends at one time. If a person dwells on that for too long, it can really make them sad. I mean, I loved this group! I STARTED this group. They were all together because they were MY friends. Every single one of them but Rachael. That is why I can't blame Rachael as much. She never signed on as my friend, she was always strictly Jade's friend.

Speaking of Jade, guess what I found out? Tori said she thinks Jade feels bad about the whole thing sometimes. As Lisa said, (it is sorta nice being freinds with Lisa again-she's a good casual friend in a couple classes; it just doesn't work as a close friend) 'She SHOULD feel bad!' And as I said to Tori, 'Well, she's certainly doing a good job pretending that she's NOT sorry!' To Jade's credit, I have never heard from my spies, (haha, not really spies, but people DO tell me things), that Jade has said she disliked me. I mean, I am sure she has made fun of me or whatever. But I think she more is sure that I don't like her than she dislikes me. Now I am not sure about that, but, like, I don't think Jade would ever DIRECTLY give me any problems. She knows, by now, that I don't take her crap, (sorry, no other way to express it.). And, like, in class, when I was gone, Jade said, 'Let's sit there, (next to where I was), and Rachael's like, 'No, 'Blonde' sits here.' and Jade was like, 'Oh, yeah, she hates me right now.' RIGHT NOW?????? How about she hates me, period. End of sentence. But I have to give her credit: she said 'she hates me', not 'i hate her' or 'ew, mackenzie', like she would've to Lisa or whatever. So that makes me think-well, no. I am not going to defend Jade.

Haha, when I write these posts, I feel like I am writing in a diary or something. When it is something like this, at least. When I am, like, posting about a boring day, I feel like I am just writing to you out of sense of duty. But when I am writing about something like this, I cease to write to you anymore, (no offense!!!!! :)). I am just writing what I think. I have no sense if this is interesting at all to you, but all this needs to go SOMEWHERE and I can never remember to keep a diary. So here it is...:)

On an utterly unrelated note, we had to do this thing where we have to vote for who is the most Christian-like or nice person in our grade. Two guys, two girls. It was so stupid; we did it on paper and then, Mrs. Egus, our evil tech teacher, wanted to tryrannize us again, since tech is over, and made us rip up the papers and re-do it on this online thing she found. My two girls were Ashley and Addie. My two guys were Bill and Sean. It was really hard-you had to write about why you chose them too. Addie: nice to ppl no matter how popular they are; (aka Gabby M), Ashley: includes everyone; Sean: Nice to everyone; Bill: everybody's friend. Now, about Bill, I honestly do not like him anymore. I am utterly serious. I am not just saying that. We were in a group together in MS Enrich and that sealed it. We both like to be leaders and fight for control in a polite way. :) Haha, not like fight, but it annoyed me. Anyways, that is long over, thank goodness. Yes, he is very nice, but I just don't like him that way anymore, and I am happy about that. :)

So that's it for today! Please post soon so this is not a one (wo)man blog!!!!!!!

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