BUBBLY!

Get the title? Yupppp. I thought it was funny anyways. I have a story....

So it was totally like a scene in a movie today after school, I wish you were there. So you know how Johnny and Kierstyn Sueda are both popular? So I was walking to pickup after school today and they're standing there with one or two other ppl. (BTW in the past I've noticed Kirestyn is like totally trying to get Johnny now that he and Gianna broke up.) So it's raining and I'm soaking wet and I'm walking by them standing in their little circle o' popularity hahahaha and my head is down because the rain and then I hear Johnny go,"Hi 'Blonde'!"

And I look up and I'm like, "Oh, hey Johnny", and I'm still walking cuz my mom is waiting and then there was like silence in their little group for probably a full five seconds and they're all just staring at me and I can just HEAR Kirestyn debating in her head whether to say something to me or not, (and she also cannot figure out for the LIFE of her why Johnny was talking to me) and then finally she, who NEVER talks to me at school til now, goes, "'Blonde', um, are you in the Christmas play?" And I'm like, "No," and she's like,"Oh, okay," And then they all started talking amongst themsleves. IT WAS LIKE A SCENCE IN A MOVIE ABOUT A HIGHSCHOOL!

Anyways, I'm sorry about Sean. He'll probably be better soon. :)

I hate the bubble thing. It happened to me today-the bubble was like almost full, then it went pop! and I was like, augh! everyone's so on and off.

and with my friends that are girls i mean like there's this one friend and she frusterates me too sometimes cuz like it feels like something has changed and I don't know what. aughhhh!

and there's this one guy that i rly want to talk to and he always talks to me when he sees me around and then i see him when he doesnt see me i dont say anything because all of the sudden i get incredibly shy and i dont know why.

and other than that my life is actually going really well! im happy! oh and bt did u notice john the baptist on the slideshow looked JUST like michael jackson??? :)


love, love, love, blonde :)

LOL SMILEY FACE (its a song, really!)

Okay, so I was beginning to feel very guilty for not posting in a loooong while. So I decided that I would attempt to write something worthwhile, or at least somewhat relevant. I really can't think of much to say. I mean, a lot is going on...but it's probably stuff that would bore you and it might take a while to explain. ;) So, until something really amazing happens - not just that someone said something to me and I spend my time replaying it in my head, trying to find some hidden motive or meaning - I am stuck. And therefore you are stuck with my boring, irrelevant posts. Okay? Okay. Hahaha :)

So right now I am texting Parrino and Caylie. Tomorrow is going to be a tough day - not only is it an all periods day again (UGH!), but Parrino and I have a bet that is going to be pretty difficult on my part. See, this morning I was having a laugh attack while walking with Parrino from Video Production to Science class, and Parrino jokingly asked if I ever go two minutes without laughing. Well, the bet kind of spread from there. So, ten dollars says that I can go the entire day without laughing tomorrow. If I can go the whole day without laughing, I get the ten bucks. If I laugh ONCE, he gets the ten bucks. Umm....I probably shouldnt have agreed to this bet. Although I have to admit that I was the one to propose it in the first place. Anyone who knows me knows that it's pretty hard for me to go a long period without laughing. It's just kind of how I am. So...wow. I have a bad feeling that I'm going to be losing some money tomorrow. I feel like Mr. Mercer with his "Uhhh"s! It's impossible to stop doing something that has become a habit! I feel the Mercer's pain........hahaha! Uhhhhhh.

Parrino is recruiting people to spy on me tomorrow in order to make sure he gets his money when I laugh. Oh joy. This should be fun. :)


love-brunette-love

All right, so you if you read these, you must keep in mind that I am under no delusion whatsoever that they are good. I am ONLY posting these because I don't know what else to post. The first one is okay, but I really put a lot into the second one. Please do not feel like you have to be like uhhh these are good cough yeah. Hahahahaha but anyways here they are in all their glory:

"The Poet's Tool"

Words.

He bends them, twists them,
bringing them to the lowest of low
and the highest of high
with the slightest inflection of his voice.
He weaves them into a tapestry of
joy and sorrow, love and hate, life and death.
He caresses them, draws them closer,
only to send them soon to the depths of agony.
They do his bidding, and he, in turn,
breathes life into them by speaking them aloud,
releasing them from the prsion of thought
and out into the world, so that they may enter the hearts
of those that truly see them.
They are his own now, he has tamed them and they listen to him,
and spill forth from the ink of his pen.
They are a form of magic, strong enough to change life
for those who embrace them and learn to love them too.

Words.


"Helplessness"

She hears the plea for help,
and reaches out
but
her arms are not long enough
to grasp the hand
held out so
deperately.
She can only touch the
fingertips.

False promises of things
she does not know,
best intentions made so
unsurely.
She can feel the
fingertips,
she touches them
to let the other know
that she is still there.
She knows that is as far as she can reach,
as hard as she strains her arm.

The other does not strain.
She expects no other help,
believing
none
can pull her out of
the place that she is in.

The first keeps her fingers there
anyways,
longing to help in any way she can.
She will leave them there
until someone comes along
with a long enough arm
to help her friend.



Okay, those were worse than I thought...oh well. The second one is obviously figurative, not really meaning just the arm, etc. So there you go and I am going to bed.

Bye!

Blonde :)

Y E L L O W

Haha not sure why this is titled "Yellow"...I just noticed that song was in your list of recommendations and so it reminded me of it haha. I like that song too, but you're right - a lot of strange references to the word yellow for no apparent reason. Oh well. It probably meant something important to whoever wrote it.

Ahh I can't think of anything to write!

Hmm.

Yes, I'm planning on going to the Mandala presentation or whatever it actually is. It sounds like fun and I'm interested in that sort of thing anyway. I really liked the Mandala booklets that Mrs. Barry let us look at a few weeks ago. The drawings were amazing, and the writing was incredible. I wish I'd had more time to read all of it! Haha

Huh. Sloww....I dont know what to write. Besides a ton of stuff about people and school. That's basically it haha. But I dont know if you want to hear me ramble on about my life's complications. Do you...? Haha odd question, sorry!

Today at lunch and during English class, Sean kept singing about his apple juice, did you hear him? Hahaha it was so funny, he was singing it to the tune of Poker Face...
For example, he too the parts of the song "P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face" and "Can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read my poker face" and turned them into "A-a-a-apple juice a-a-a-apple juice" and "APPLE JUICE APPLE JUICE NO YOU CAN'T HAVE MY APPLE JUICE!"

It was beautiful, I told him so. Haha...oh and Bill is just adorable hahahahaha honestly.

I made friends with Gabby (English class) today. She sat down next to me at lunch randomly with Aitana and we had a blast haha.

Um this is a little disturbing, but I'm listening to your therapist song as I type. "And the tears come streaming down your face / When you lose something you can't replace.........(my sanity?)"

Okay I'm honestly in a rut. I can't think of anything interesting except for the fact that I saw Johnny S. after school today with my family. He was by the pool and I kinda just stared after him (no I'm not a creeper or anything pshhh) hahaha. I should've gone over and asked if he'd seen my backpack. And he could help me look for it. Like I said...I'm not a creeper.

~brunette~

JUMP THEN FALL

Why is the title of this post "Jump then Fall"? For no other reason other than it is an amazing song!!! It really has nothing to do with anything, but oh well.

Everyone has guy problems!!!! One of my friends just broke up with someone, one just got asked out by someone she doesn't like, one doesn't know if she should go out with someone, one, (you), likes a guy that has a girlfriend that is a jerk to her, (ugh!), one likes a guy that is very Darcy-ish and....well enough said. Oh yeah and there is the one that's happily going out with a guy that I don't know. But who needs her anyways? Jk jk hahaha.

And me? I just sit there and listen to everyone else's problems, thank you very much. There is the one guy that I still do kinda pretty much like but idk I just like him I wouldn't really want to go out with him or anything, we're not even really friends. We talk occasionally, but not very much, so yeah. I'm okay with my life as it is, as far as guys. :)

Hahahahaaha you know my favorite comic strip character? Alice from "Dilbert". Love her hahahahahaha. Who is yours?

Hey you got Sean singing behind you today. That just makes your day, doesn't it? :)

Are you going to the Mandala thing for extra credit? I think I'm going to go. Why not? And I will probably go to Rock for Peace too. Apparently it's extra credit and it's fun. So, again, why not? Haha

Guess what I've decided? When I'm a conseleur, (hahahahaa), I'm going to have the song "Fix You" playing in my office. All day long. "And I will try to fix you...." Hahahahhaaha how perfect is THAT?

Okay, so that is my post for the day. Post soon and actually post, not just like a vague five sentences!!! Or whatever the last one was!!! Hahah that was cool, but I hate being the only one that rambles on and on. Ramble with me! Hahahahaha

Okay, I will stop now. Bye!

XOXO, Blonde :)

tell me why

Ahhh. *silent scream*

Why are people so very...very...ugh. I can't describe it. Some people just make me SO FRUSTRATED. And I'm left asking, "Why?!"

What did I do to deserve this?

Ah. People.





Girls.

Hey Brunette!

Oh gosh Jason cracks me up! We've become pretty good friends and it's always so fun to be with him because he is really not trying to be cool or anything, and it makes him hilarious! He sits by me and English and Spanish. We have this game in Spanish...oh my gosh. Me and him and Andrew, (not H.) play it before tests instead of studying and it's soooo funny cuz we have gotten super competitive. It's great! And it has actually helped me on the tests because I have an incentive to study the vocab. And then we had to kind of pair up and describe what we were wearing and Jason and I were partners and it went something like this....Him: "Lleva chaqueta uhhhh...gray...y uhhhh....shorts....morreno..." And then me " Lleva camisa blanca y falda....uhhhh.....plaido." Hahahahahahahahaahahaha.


Ahhh Sean can be pretty funny, I have to say. He said something in MUN the other day that was such perfect timing that I laughed out loud. Luckily, it was a substitute, Mr. R would have freaked out. See, our class somehow convinced the sub that Mr. R lets us talk and help eachother on our work...uhhh yeah right. But it was pretty nice. Then when Mr. R came back and found out we watched "Elf" all class on Friday...well, then it was not so nice. :)

And JERK! You can't say you're going to tell a story and not tell it! Now I'm curious! Even if it WILL bring up my opinion of him even higher. Ughhhh I REALLY shouldn't have told you about the high opinion thing.........:)

Love, Blonde :)

breathe (CPR...get it?)

So...since I haven't posted in a few days, I decided that now is a good of a time as any. Well actually, I'm more or less avoiding homework. But who's counting?

Something funny happened in health class today haha. So Jason M(iller) is in my health class and we're learning CPR so we can be certified. Anyway, I was in my group (consisting of me, and two guys who are complete idiots but think they are hilarious...ugh) and I was sitting right next to Jason's group. All of us were practicing on mannequins - if you haven't seen them, the mannequins are basically the torso and head of a person. So, a guy in Jason's group was practicing CPR on the mannequin (which obviously wasn't responding) and we're all just kinda watching him, when suddenly Jason goes, "Wait guys wait! I think I know what's wrong with him! He's missing the entire second half of his body!"

Hahahahahahahaha! It was SO funny, I couldn't stop laughing so I had to force one of the guys in my group to practice instead of me. Hahaha....Jason. He's hilarious.

That's my story of the day...there should be some more coming soon! Oh and I never finished the other story about Bill did I? But...it might make you think a little TOO highly of him, so I'm not sure if I should post it or not. We'll see!

~brunette~

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BAH!

Boys = fail.








Well....most of the time.





Just thought I would share that with the world.

*fireflies*

Ohhh.. I get it now! But we don't have to worry about naming him....I really don't plan on talking about him here! Hahahaha. So yeah...


Oh and why do my children have blue-green eyes?! I thought it was blue all the way?

~brunette~

Uhhh, you still missed it. I said the new guy that BRUNETTE likes. :)

heart like memphis ;)

Okay I read your post, and I thought that when you said you have a new Cory, you had a new person that you liked and so I was totally confused because I didn't see the "story" after that so I had no idea what you meant when you said you were a poet and you didn't know it and so I accidentally voted to name him "Joe" because I thought it was a NEW PERSON so of course I wouldnt want you reusing a name....but anyway I do think you should keep his name as Cory. Or you might as well just write Bill - it makes it a little easier for me to picture haha but do whatever you want!

Wow, reading back over that....I don't know HOW I possibly got into Honors English. Hahahaha wow. Wow.

Please please post your Cory story! (Hehe yeah...it does rhyme, doesnt it?)

Wait why do my children suddenly have blue-green eyes...?! I thought we were sticking with just blue here hahaha and I might throw up too.

Sorry this was quick - I'm in the middle of a frantic review of the Odyssey! I'll post more interesting stuff later. Bye!

~brunette~

I'd Lie

Hey Brunette!

I have another Cory,(if, by the end of the poll, I am allowed to keep that name hahahaah check the poll if you haven't already) story....hahahaahaha it even rhymes!Anyways, the problem is that now I can just see you going back and reading it a couple months later and cracking up because now you know him. Or cracking up right now when you read my story. Ugh. I would like to allow myself some dignity by saying that when I said I almost died of shock when he came to my desk last year, I was KIDDING and I added that I was kidding RIGHT AFTER I SAID THAT. I'm not THAT pathetic! Hahahaaha no but seriously I really don't know if I like him or not, so I am not going to say either and have to eat my words later, as I have had to do so many times before. See, now we are more liike friends, like we talk sometimes, so it's not quite so pathetic if I do like him, thank goodness. Anyways, I have made the last THREE POSTS, so I am going to wait until you post next to decide whether to post my Cory story, (hahahahaa) or not. So there! Hahahaha we are so ridiculous about guys. If YOU ever think about teasing ME, then just remember, I am not the one having blue eyed children! Or, excuse me, now they are blue-green eyed children. Hahahahahahahaha you're going to make me throw up. AND you said you were going to write a poem about Stephen as a tribute when he left AND you got very excited when he sat by you when his best friend was absent. SO THERE YOU ARE AS PATHETIC AS ME! CONGRATS, I KNOW YOU'RE JUST SO EXCITED! All right, good night, (another rhyme:I'm a poet and I didn't know it)Okay, I really need to shut up, so bye!

Love, Blonde :)

Only Happy When It Rains

Hey Brunette!

You deleted a post! Bad person! Hahahahah jk but why did you delete it? I had already read it haha and I knew exactly who you were talking about, I swear I didn't think about it....to be honest, I had already kinda guessed that you liked him just from English...plus almost everyone has a crush on him at one time or another. You have officially entered school! Lol jk but it is true that a lot of girls have liked him. He's so nice. :) My advice to you would be to give him a little space...you don't want to like follow him everywhere. But other than that...sweet! He's a great guy!

I thought the testing today was okay overall, but I didn't get to finish the math part that we had fifteen minutes for. Oh well. That's life.

Then I went out to lunch and now I am home and doing makeup work and texting Lindsay and Christine.

Today is a gloomy sort of day. The sky is the color of sea foam and it has been raining on and off. A day where you just want to stay inside and read a book. Or post on your blog, for example. Hahaha I'm sorry, that wasn't funny. I love this weather though, other than the rain when you have to walk through it at school and your hair gets all wet! Arrgh!

What did you end up choosing for your art paper? Not much to see at the art festival, in my opinion. 15 minutes was definitly long enough. And barely anyone I know was there. At first I thought I knew NO ONE but then I found Sean and Bill and talked to them for a while, and then they had to leave, so luckily my friend Danielle, who was one of the artists, found me. I chose her drawing of a pepper. Then SHE had to leave and then I saw you and then YOU left, so I was all by myself for a while before my parents came and picked me up. So that was the Art Festival for me. It's funny, I recognized Jade's art picture right away-she has a very distinctive style of art.

What else? My first play practice was on Monday, it was really fun. That's why I was at school and saw you and Sean lol I was trying not to laugh. Madison's like, "What was that???" I'm like, "Uhhh...well then...." Hahahahahaha.

Well, that's all for todayyyy! Oh, have you heard the song I'd Lie, by Taylor Swift? I love it! You can't buy it on itunes, so I had to go through this really complicated thing to get it. But it's so cute! I love her songs. :)

Bye!

<3,>

breakaway

Such a bummer that you would be forced to say no of that girl asked you to homecoming. Really a pity.What a rude way to ask you though!

Good thing that rumor is over. Don't you hate it when you can't just be FRIENDS with a guy without everyone thinking that you like eachother? LOL remember our nicknames "Cory" and Stephen"??? I'm trying to remember which one was which....oh yeah, Cory was Bill cuz you said he may have jungle eyes, but you bet he doesn't smile like the radio! HAHAHAHA that's the randomest simalie ever-smiles like a radio?????? What!? Anyways, I do NOT like him anymore, just saying. Not to say that he isn't nice, but I just don't like him anymore.

So what is your secret that you are going to post? You can NOT leave me there; it is simply not fair. Come ONNNNNNN!

I should re-title my post "5 Things", it was "5 Reasons Why", but I like "5 Things" better. There, I did it! Awwww, I didn't know you were crying and shaking, that's so sad. I remember you first posted about it, because I think you didn't want to tell me directly. I'm so glad you're better now, that scared me!

K SERIOUSLY WAS IT NESSASARY FOR MR. MERCER TO BE LIKE YES!!!! THE SUNSHINE IS BACK IN MY CLASSROOM! !? Now all the guys in that class call me "Miss Leveque". A bunch of them sit by me in math, so they're always talking to me. I'm like MY NAME IS "BLONDE"! arrrgh. Wonder what would happen if I failed the religion test? Josh said he probably failed it but I don't have to worry because I'm as smart as -uhhhh the place you go when you die and don't believe in God. Hahaha basically I'm trying not to put swearing on our blog. Anyways, I asked Mr. Mercer about it and he said pretty much the same thing except without the uhhh un-heaven part in it. I'm like thinking, "Will SOMEONE tell me about the stupid test?" So, Brunette, how was it? And don't you dare say not to worry about it! hahahaha

Anyways, my brother is coming, so I g2g! Bye!

she will be loved

Hahaha! The Rumor Weed..? Haha well I can't say that I remember that episode (VeggieTales forever!), but I agree with you - I'm scared of the rumor weed too! ;)

Isn't homecoming so cute?! I love how the guys ask the girls in every imaginable way possible. And there are a LOT of flowers around school...a girl holding a bouqet while running almost crashed into me today. Maybe she was hoping to ask me to homecoming...? Haha jk jk. Besides, freshman can't go anyway! I would have been forced to say no.

Ah...back to the rumor. Well aside from some teasing by the people who STARTED the rumor (most of them were friends of mine anyway), it's cleared up. You guessed right: it WAS a ridiculous rumor. But basically the rumor was that me and my friend were going out, but we definitely were not. It was mainly awkward because me and the guy are just friends...but we had a laugh or two over it. It ended up being no big deal.

Youre post (5 things) was really really sweet. It brought back a lot of memories while I was reading it...I remember that one night too, when I told you about having anorexia and I was crying and shaking cause I had never told anyone about it before, and you were so supportive and such a good "listener". Thank you for that. I'm really glad we started this blog...like you said, it started with a silly resolution, and ended up being so much more. And there ARE a lot of secrets on here hahaha! I'm thinking about posting my most recent one soon. We'll see. :)

~brunette~

5 Things

Okay, I have been reading some past posts and I just want to write about five reasons this blog is amazing.

1. This blog has totally kept a friendship together. We have gone through some times recently where I thought we would never be able to get it back together and be friends, but this blog always comes through and conquers! And I love it for that. I really don't want to lose you as a friend when we have been through so much together and been friends so long. And you have been so amazingly there for me even when I am a jerk or when I am sad and just need someone. I cannot tell you how much you and this blog helped when I was going through that horrible thing with my friends and because that was a time when I was so so so so sad and you were there and that was a really hard time for me and I did not treat you the way that you deserved to be treated, but you are still here writing on this blog and I cannot tell you how much I love you for that. I am really sorry for being a totally un-called-for JERK at that time.

2. This blog has been like therapy. Which sounds like we're these two messed up people, but I think it really has helped. You could write about your eating disorder and I could write about my friends ditching me and bullying me. I remember crying over your eating disorder when you told me that night when we were doing backgrounds for the blog and I remember you telling me to be strong when it felt like the whole school was against me. It helped so much for me to be able to write everything down here. I told you things in this blog that I could never tell anyone else.

3. Secrets! This blog holds so many secrets that have NEVER come out of this blog. WE have never told anyone about this blog and I love that this is such an honest place.

4. We started this blog because of the resolution....but I love how it has become so, so, so, so much bigger, into something we could've never imagined it being.

5. This blog will always be here!!!!!!!!!!!! And it's so amazing!

So thank you, Brunette, for giving me the gift of this blog! You're amazing!!!!!!!

LOVE, Blonde

The Rumor Weed!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahaha have you ever seen the Veggie Tale that's called the Rumor Weed? It was a long, green weed that I believe thrived on rumors. I saw only half of that movie. I was scared of the Rumor Weed. :)

Hahahahaha anyways, rumors are not fun. Remember this post? I copied it and pasted it here....

"Wow! I really don't understand what is oh-so-interesting about me and who I may or may not like! But apparently it's an absoultely FASCINATING topic to everyone but me! Everyone thinks I like Jason, but I never even said that! Marrin just thought I did and now Emily sort of thinks I do and then Jillian, (who knows how she heard this), told Danielle, Amanda C., Amanda B and Francesca that I do!!!!!!! I know because Danielle was at the fish fry and asked me who I like. I just laughed and was like, "Oh, no one...." and she's like, "I heard it was Jason!" And I'm like, "No!" And she's like, "You're blushing!" (which I probably was, but, so what? I blush at everything), and I'm like, "I am NOT." And then I remembered to ask, "Who told you that?" And she said, "Jillian."

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


So I know exactly what you're going through. Isn't it ridiculous when people make rumors out of nothing? They must just do it because they're bored or their own lives just aren't very interesting. I found that the best way to kill it is to tell as many people the truth as possible, before they hear it from soemone else. That way, they'll be like, "That's not true!" And eventually people will lose interest and get bored with it and go off and make a rumor about someone else. Hahahaha

What is the rumor? That way I can tell people it isn't true. It's probably somthing really ridiculous. Hopefully it is so that you can at least laugh at it!


Good luck and stick to your story! :)

<3, Blonde

PS: Yeah, I've actually had a fever and a flu too ugh. Now I'm just left with a cough. Hopefully I'll be back to school soon! :)

thoughts.from.brunette

Heyy,

Thanks for letting me know! No, my views on innapropriate language haven't changed..that's why I have the edited version of the song haha. But I guess you are right in that the song lyrics arent that great. I only put that song last week because I had been hearing it a lot (my top 5 are, a lot of the time, songs that I've simply had in my head lately). But I respect your opinion nonetheless. :)

Ugh...highschool. Both the greatest thing ever and the most annoying thing ever. Something that I haven't had to deal with until now are R U M O R S. Grr. Especially when they are about ME. There aren't any bad rumors, just...annoying ones. Me and the person who is also part of the rumor are trying to clear it up. It's a little frustrating though.

That's all for now! I can't write a lot cuz my laptop crashed (AGAIN) so I'm (AGAIN) forced to use the family computer. Bleh.

~brunette~

PS How's your cold? Are you feeling better?

thoughts.from.blonde

"Don't Trust Me" - 3OH!3 is the song I took off because the lyrics are pretty innapropriate, not to mention the language. You can have whatever song you want and that's cool, but I don't want to advertise innapropriate songs on this blog. I remember last year you didn't even want me to say "heck" because it was too close to swearing, (I'm glad we are able to edit posts because I accidently wrote too close to "sweating" last time haha) . Well, this song totally has the F word and some innapropriate content. Maybe you have changed your views about all of that and that's your choice if you don't think that song is innapropriate, but I have not changed my mind and I don't want it on this blog. Oh, btw, I like the new background or layout or whatever it's called! haha

Thanks! Blonde :)

What's innapropriate?! I don't even remember what song it was but how could I have put something innapropriate....?



~Brunette~

A Note

Just a note to say that I removed one of Brunette's Top Five due to being really innapropriate. I don't want to have any bad stuff on this blog. :)

-Blonde-

Beautiful Day, by U2

Hey Brunette!

First off, we have a new follower! Hey new follower, (you have a really confusing name-not even going to try)! That brings us to three followers :)

Haha yes, how mean of Sean to make you sick. RUDE!!!! Hahaha what a jerk. Jk...I got my cold from my family: first my mom had it, then my dad, then me, and now my brother. It's one of those horrible colds where all you want to do is sleep all the time. In fact, my brother is sleeping on the couch as I type.

Yes, only in an Honors class...I love it. Mr. M is funny and probably my most interesting teacher...but I don't agree with some of his views. Like the illegal immagrant thing...there are some good people here illegally, I'm sure, but there are some bad people too and it really is against the law. I wish there was an easy answer for that...and yeah, I know it's not like an insult to be an "example", but it gets really wearing after a while.

Hahaha that's funny how you said you were kidding...mostly. Yes, it is funny because, like, Alex M., for example, is brilliant and he acts like it all the time. But Bill and Sean are both as smart as him...they just don't act like it sometimes as you know haha. I guess that is Alex's reputation, (being smart), and Sean's is being nice and Bill's is being funny. So there you go.

I LOVE MUN! Hahaha but I do. I think a lot of people don't like it because it's a ton of work if you don't love it. But I really do! We had an 8 hour conference on Saturday and I won an award! I'm so excited! Only 3 people in my committee got the Outstanding Award and Madison and I both did, along with another girl. There are also a bunch of Commendations and one Best Delegate, but they can't give the Best Delegate one to a *our school* student because it was held at our school and they don't want to seem biased. So I am reallllly excited to get the best that I could get!

Our teacher told us that if you raise your hand at EVERY OPPURTUNITY then you are bound to get some award and I did EVERY SINGLE TIME because I really, really wanted to get one. So, like, if someone said, "Motion to set comment time at 10 seconds," I would say, "Pakistan would like to motion to set time at 8 seconds!" Just to say something. And then everyone would start laughing because it was so ridiculous. And afterwards, someone's like, "Who was it that motioned for 8 seconds?" And I'm like, "Hehehehee....welll....okay, I was just trying to say something!" So then when I got the award, I was like, "My eight seconds paid off!!!!" Also, I knew a lot about my topic.

I saw the movie Fame with Lindsay and Christine on Friday. It was good! :) Plus, if you see it and write a paper on it, you can get extra credit for Theatre Arts, since we watched some of the original in class. I can compare and contrast and then I get extra credit! I am sooo doing that!

And then I babysat after the conference and earned 40 doallars. So Saturday was so my day! Hahaha

What have you been doing lately? You never told me how you did at the xcountry thing you missed school from. Bill took your seat and the Mrs. B never even noticed. :)

Anyways, I think I have bored you enough for now! BYeeee!

Love, love, love, Blonde!

Party in the U.S.A. [ ahh! it's our team song :D ]

Heyy!

I'm sorry you were sick! That's not fun...I had a bit of a cold for a few days but I'm pretty much over it now. I'm blaming it on Sean because he was also sick and he sits right behind me. How rude of him. :P

I love English class! Down By The Banks...honestly? Haha like you said: only in an honors class! Mrs. B is so nice though, goodness. She and Mr. M (religion) are my favorite teachers. Oh, speaking of Mr. M...don't worry about being the "angel" of religion class. It's more of a compliment that anything, right? And he's not expecting you to be perfect, he's just using you as a quiet, respectful student example. That's all.

Hehe....yes, Bill is nice. ;) He DOES blush a lot though! Haha it's cute. I love how he and Sean act around each other, it's hilarious. "Dumb and Dumber have arrived..." (quote from Bill when he and S walked into the room). Haha..true! Just kidding. Well....mostly.

Why does nobody like M.U.N.? I don't get it. But I'm glad I'm not in it, no offence!

Oh and I really, really don't like my science teacher. Shudder...

That's it for now! I'll probably post again soon.

Lalalove, Brunette.

I was sick for the last two days and now I get all the fun of make up work. Plus, I still feel sick. Ugh!

Today in Religion, this guy, (I totally don't know his first name cuz Mr. M always calls him by his last name, but he sits in the front), bumped into me and he's like, 'Oh, sorry.' And then he looked at who he bumped into and he's like, 'Miss L.', (well, he said my full last name, but I'm not publishing my last name on here). And I'm like, 'Shut up, my name is 'Blonde'!' (Same, don't want to publish my name here). And he just laughed. Oh gosh! :)

And the we had a talk about bullying and Madison was right behind me saying how bullying was everyone's problem and sickening hypocrisy like that. It made me want to gag. And slap her. I mean, the whole time, I was thinking, REALLY? REALLY, MADISON? Well, it sure wasn't your problem last year when you were making my life so miserable that I left the school.

This did not help, especially since I was already sick.

Anyways.

You were out for xcountry...how did that go? Hope you did well! (I'm sure you did-you're good! :)) Mrs. Barry said to bring the Odyssey to class and we took a Vocab test. I have to take it tommrow morning, since I was sick and didn't know about the test. Anyways, (anyways seems to be my word of the day), that is all we did today in English and all we did in Religion was discuss bullying. So yeah...

Love, Blonde :)

Fallin' for You

Hey Brunette!

Okay, this title is totally a joke, because your Sean thing at the bottom. He was just the first person I thought of hahahaaha. My POINT was that it would be easier if you could just choose who you like. And, although Sean is a very nice person, he was an example and only that!!!!!!!! Hahahahaahaha. I was just kind of rambling at that point anyways.

And, yes, as we discussed at school, the whole your-hands-are-cold thing killed me too. I don't know if you noticed, but my friends and I in the corner all like burst out in laughter, like what????? Really, Elizabeth????

How fun was the Down by the Banks thing? Hahahahaha only in an Honors class....that's why I love them :)

And Mr. Mercer is killing me in religion! Don't do anything 'Blonde' wouldn't do in the chapel? Really????? That was really unnessasary!!! I am so sick of it! I don't know why he thinks I'm so perfect. I'M NOT, as you know more than anyone. And then everyone looks at me and I'm like okkkaaaaayyyy. And I got an 100 percent on that stupid paper that he said everyone failed but two people. Thank goodness he didn't say who did, because I am so sick of the whole perfect thing! I just like writing. :)

All right, that's it for todaayyyyy!

Love, Blonde

she wears short skirts, i wear t-shirts, she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers

"Your hands are cold."

"Ah yes, Lizzy, I love you too."













Honestly? Did she really think it was going to work like that?



a.few.words.by Brunette




P.S. " 'I like .....Sean, for example!' " <-----(??) Hahahahahaha!

Breathe

Hey Brunette!



Glad I'm not writing to myself anymore! :) Who is that song by??? Do you mean you're dedicating it or the songwriter did? Speaking of drop of the ocean, remember how you said "Breathe" made you think of the ocean? Well, I wouldn't have thought about it, but you're right, it does!

Yes, there is so much of highschool that it is hard to sum it up in one word, but I love it! Religion is sooooo funny, even though I barely know anyone in that class and it is sooo embarassing when he keeps being like, "Miss L. is so nice, " and I'm like, "Oh, uhhhh..." and then like that one time I raised my hand and he's like, "Everyone listen, she's the nicest person in this room," and then everyone turned around to look at me and I was thinking, Oh, shoot, because I didn't have anything amazing to say, I was just going to say something I remembered learning in Religion last year about Jesus as the Lamb. So that was pretty awkward! I'm such a teacher's pet!!!!!



I love English! I love that teacher! She's so nice! We only have one guy on our side of the room and he's kinda weird, but it was funny because he's like, "Uh, no offense to you guys, but how did I end up on this side of the room? I'm the only guy!" And now I actually like Pride and Prejudice more, because Madison and I figured out this whole thing and then also I liked it more when I re-read it and wasn't just trying to cram and get it over with. The teacher is so excited about it that it made me want to read it! :)



Math is surprisingly okay because Mr. H is amazing. Mr. S sounds soooo funny though!!!!!!! If you don't have a ruler, I'll take a ruler to your grade!!!!!! Hahahaaha. I really like MUN and I really don't like science.

I love Theatre Arts! Plus a ton of my friends are in it: Jenny, Nygine, Erin, Madison, Kristen, Carina, Katrina, and Amber. It's funnnn! Auditions for the play were today and yesterday. I'm not really expecting to make it because a ton of people tried out and seniors usually get picked for these kinds of things, which I understand, because they will never have another chance to be in a high school play. Still, I thought I might as well try out with Amber and Madison. :)

Heyyy! No fair not to tell me if Jake goes to SM or not. He must go to our school if you're being so mysterious about it. And, yes, it's easier to not like anyone...but you never can choose to like someone or not and that's what's so frusterating about it! It would be so much easier if you could just be like, "You know what, I don't like anyone." Or, "You know what, I like (random example) Sean! I've decided!" But you can't decide that, so there's no use in trying...(as Elizabeth Bennet found out :))

Well, I have to go work on my MUN paper, if I don't want to be working on it all night! Byeee!!! Post soon!

<3, Blonde

PS: Tell me about xcountry!!! :)

A Drop In The Ocean

"A drop in the ocean, a change in the weather, I was praying that you and me might end up together / It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, but I'm holding you closer than most, cause you are my heaven...."

...Love that song. It's dedicated to somebody special hahaha ;)

Anyway, I'm sorry I haven't been checking back here very often. 100 posts? Wow!

So. High school. In one word, its been amazing. But its kind of impossible to sum it up in one word isn't it? Overall though, it's been a great experience so far. I have met some...interesting...people, but mostly I've met a ton of really cool people and I'm so thankful for that. I'll be honest, I was scared of high school for a long time. But now....it's just anticipation of what tomorrow will be like.

You ask about Jake? Hahaha....well. I'm not going to say if he IS at S.M. or he isn't. Hahaha...

I'm sorry about your shins! I hope it's not a fracture. Painful. :[

Right now, as far as guys go, I don't like anyone. Well, in the "like like" sense of the word, that is! I'm happy with that and I intend to keep it that way for as long as possible. Makes my life a whole lot easier. :)

Well, I'm sorry to cut this short, but I've got health homework to finish. Adios!

100th Post

HI! All right, I am just writing this because this will be the 100th POST!!!!!! So cool! I really don't have anything to say...today Megan W. and I went and shopped for MUN outfits for our conference in two weeks, September 26th. I went to the football game last night; it was fun! And I went to the volleyball game! Chloe is sooo good! I am not going to do xcountry...basically because I can't run. We think it's a stress fracture. :(

Well, since I am writing this like to myself it's not really very interesting to me, because I know everything that I am going to say and writing exciting news isn't very fun because I am the only one who sees it! I don't know how people write one person blogs!

So this may be my last post. :( If anyone is reading this, leave me a comment! That way I won't feel like I'm just talking to myself!!!!!!!

Love, Blonde

You Make Me Smile

Love that song! Sorry, it's random, but I just like that song, so that is the title! Well, this is blog is now really just for me because I don't think you really post anymore. Which is fine! I just like to post for some reason! :)

The dance was fun. My parents were out of town for Cole's soccer tournament. Lindsay and Nat both offered to drive me, but I was already going with Madison, which was great with me! :)I then spent the night at her house, which was fun. Then my parents picked me up and we went to go visit my grandparents and I worked on my MUN paper practically the whole time.

I like MUN though, I think it's totally going to be my kind of thing! We had this thing in class where we had to talk for two minutes about a subject that was random and he just picked right before you starting talking so that you had NO time flat to think about it! I was one of three people in my class who talked for three minutes. The way I think of it, I'm used to talking about nonsense for long periods of time! And it WAS nonsense! My topic was 'Countries of the World" and it turns out half of what I was saying was totally incorrect, but the teacher said that it didn't matter because often you have to make stuff up at conferences when you don't know the answer to a question. Never admit defeat! :)

I saw you, (or should I say I saw Brunette, since I doubt that Brunette is even reading this? Oh well, I'll still say "you" out of habit), totally get lost on the way to English today. I hate getting lost. :( So I stood there waving at you until you saw me and came to the class. That was a fairly boring class. I love how overly enthusiastic that guy in the computer lab was! So, you have met Bill! Isn't he nice? :) I still haven't met Jake, I don't know if he went to SM after all...maybe he's just not in my classes. I don't know! I am rereading Pride and Prejudice and actually enjoying it! Surprise, surprise! Maybe I was prejudiced against it at first. Hahahahahahahahaha okay that wasn't even funny.

Well, I will say goodbye before things get too out of control and I start writing more nonsense. Plus, I really need to finish my math homework! Bye!

Hey!

I love highschool! :) Did you enjoy your Sweedish Fish? Hahahahaha I don't know how you can possibly finish all of it...

Highschool is, in my opinion, soooo much better than middle school! Did you go to the football game last night? It was really fun. I went with a group of six of us and three of us got "lost" and had what we called and "adventure"!!!!!!!

Today I am going to work on some homework until 3:00 pm, when Madison J. picks me up and I am going to her house b4 the bbq and the dance and the sleeping over. Dance should be fun!!!!!!!!! Are you going?

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

love, blonde

Fifteen

Well, we're not fifteeen yet, but the song is about highschool, so yeah. I realized you were the last one to post and I don't know why, but I really feel like I should post ! :) Anyways, highschool starts on Monday! I'm so excited!!!!!!! I'm finishing up the summer homework and feeling like the publication of Pride and Predjudice should have been illegal. For anyone who hasn't read it, it's an old book about four girls running around trying to get married and that even makes it sound more interesting than it is in reality.



I am hoping that I get to do cross country, due to shin splints, and I'm sure it is the same for you! The doctor said I can't run until I am cleared and I have another app. next Friday.



Well, I don't know why I decided to post. Maybe because highschool is starting. Maybe because you were the last one to post. Maybe because the highschool resolution we planned. Maybe I just felt like posting. Anyways, I did and here it is! :)



Love,



BLONDE

Boom Boom Pow (...am I the only one who can't stand this song?!)

Heyy. Yawn! I am so exhausted, and it's not even ten o'clock. Ugh. I've been so busy, even when I am at home. I really wish I could sit back and rest and really ENJOY my summer to the fullest, but I don't think it's possible right now. There is a lot going on and it's wearing me out, but I don't think there is much I can do about it! All I want to do is sleep, but I can't. There are too many things on my mind and on my schedule. Grr! When will my summer REALLY be summer?!

Anyway. Yeah, I completely agree with you on the Michael Jackson thing, and I am getting very irritated with the media for making it such a huge deal. I already said a lot about this in my last post, so I won't repeat myself! But yes. It's way overdone. Everyone is saying "Rest In Peace", but I'm not sure he is getting much peace, regardless of where he might be!

Haha...okay. I agree with you that it's pointless to get too "involved" with the lives of celebrities! Because there is nothing that anyone can do about another person who they don't even know. But I guess in the same way you are interested in fashion and hair and that sort of thing, I am interested in relationships! (No, not just romantic relationships hahaha.) I don't know...I just like dissecting interviews and song lyrics to find out what is really "going on", even if it doesn't affect me. It might sound a little weird, but...yeah. Hahaha. That's just me.

You enjoy Taylor's voice? I like many of her songs, but I really don't think that either she OR Joe is very talented as far as singing. When he tries to hit a high note, his voice gets whiny, and she doesn't hit the high notes, she just goes louder. I think it's kind of funny! Both of them may be talented in their own ways, but they certainly aren't blowing anyone away with their vocal abilities! Any thoughts? :)

Yes, I heard about the Jon and Kate thing. In fact I have a funny...well, not funny. But ironic, I suppose? Well anyway, I have a story about that! I don't watch the show personally, but once my family and I decided to try it to see what the whole thing was about. So we were watching just a little bit of the episode (this was several months ago) and my dad said, not jokingly, "They're going to end up divorced." He was serious! I wasn't sure what to think, I couldn't really say from watching it, but my dad noticed it right away...and sure enough, it turns out he was right. It's sad when anyone gets divorced, but I think it's very selfish of both of them because, what will happen to their kids? Gosh. It's really messed up. :(

So...sorry if that was a boring post. I am EXHAUSTED and I don't have much energy at the moment, so I apologize! I really need to get to bed. Talk to y'all later!

Lovelovelove,

Brunette.

All These Lives, by Daughtry, (buy it and check out my new songs on Top 5! You should get all of them that you don't have because they are good!)

Hey Brunette!

That was cool to come back and have three posts from you! Thanks! Since I haven't seen the slideshow yet, I am going to comment on post number two, (Forever Better).

Michael Jackson. He was a messed-up person, who was crazy and irresponsible. He was extremely talented, yes. But, still, he did a ton of horrible things and was hardly a role model. I completely agree with you.

Now, about Toe or Joyler, (hahahahaha). I think it is utterly pointless to get wrapped up in the lives and relationships of stars. I don't know if Taylor is a brat, or Joe is a jerk. I really have no idea. Personally, I just think Joe is kind of a wimp and I don't enjoy his voice, like I enjoy Taylor's. But that is all my opinion. And personally I don't really care that he and Taylor broke up! I myself am just not a Jonas Brother fan.

Wow, I didn't know Kevin Jonas was getting married. How old is he again? Hahahahah are you sure the suicides aren't from that? :)

As we are on the subject of celebrities, did you know Jon and Kate are getting divorced? How horrible is that? Jon is the one who wants the divorce, not Kate; I watched their show. It's so sad.

My trip was really fun; we are going back in August with Bradley and Krysta and their family; my mom invited their family because they are 'family friends'. We kayaked and swam and did a four way bike and walked on the beach and stuff; it was soooo fun! My dad and I ended up having this huge splash war on the kayaks, we got SOAKED!

Did you get my email? Wasn't that funny? Hahahaha I thought it was, anyways!

Cross country camp tommorow! It's going to be soooooo hot! Ahhh! I hope it will be fun!

What have I been doing? Well, on the Wednesday before we left on vacation, I went to lunch with some people from summer school. And I went to Serena's house. And then on Thursday, I went straight from summer school to Santa Barbra. And on Fourth of July, we saw some amazing fireworks at the Mission Viejo Lake.

By they way, you never mentioned Democrats in your last post . Whaaaaat? Did you mean to or something?

Well, I will post after I watch the slideshow!

LOVE♥LOVE♥LOVE♥

BLONDE

Amazing, by Janelle

Ugh! Hi everyone. This is Brunette. I have some good news and bad news. The GOOD news is that I finished my slideshow video (finally)! The BAD news is that I can't post it here. But wait! There is more good news. Just go to this page:

http://www.onetruemedia.com/otm_site/view_shared?p=90840536e34e37eaa09beb&skin_id=701&utm_source=otm&utm_medium=email

...and you will be able to view my video! BUT make sure you have sound on your computer (ahem, Blonde) or else it will be extremely boring and you won't get the full effect. The song is what inspired the whole thing to begin with!

So I hope you all like it! Just so you know, I am NOT an obsessed Twilight fan. I made the video because I think Edward and Bella (congratulations, Blonde! You voted correctly!) make a really good pair and the song just fit it perfectly. That's it!

Leave me a comment! I'm excited to hear what you think! :)

Lots of love, Brunette.

Forever Better

**HA! I mixed two song titles mentioned in this post to come up with something else! Brilliant!**

Allrighty wonderful people out there. This post is going to be strictly MY opinion of the world. Well, at least certain people in the world. If you don't like how I talk about Michael Jackson or Taylor Swift/Joe Jonas or Democrats, then I'm sorry! I am not trying to offend anyone here. ;)

So. First topic is Michael Jackson. I think we all know that he died several days ago, and that was sad. It's sad when anyone dies. But honestly! The media just won't let any of us move on. Turn on the TV? Michael Jackson. Turn on the radio? Michael Jackson. Have a conversation with anyone over the age of 12? Michael Jackson. There have been several reports of people committing suicide BECAUSE of Michael Jackson's death. Look people. M.J. was obviously a huge MUSICAL legend. But let's face it. He was a freak. He was a very messed up man who, yes, was an amazing singer/dancer/performer, but he was NOT an amazing person. People should not be taking their own lives just because someone else died without his choice! When you commit suicide, you are choosing to end your own life. Michael Jackson is believed to have suffered cardiac arrest. I know what that is because my own mom nearly died from it seven years ago. It's your HEART. And you do not control it. But if my mom had died from that, would I kill myself just so I could be with her in heaven? No! I would live the rest of my life to the fullest and hope she smiled down on me. The death of a celebrity is no reason for someone to cause their own death. Believe me, Michael Jackson isn't worth it.

So Blonde, you know how we were talking about the Taylor/Joe thing the other day? (What are they called anyway?! Like there is Niley and Brangelina and all those other famous couples abbreviations...so does that mean that they are called, what, Toe...?) Wow. Anyway, I don't think you can say that Joe is the mean one. I like Taylor Swift, too, but let's face it, she CAN be a bit of a drama queen/brat. All you have to do is listen to her songs. She is ALWAYS the "victim", at least that is how she tells the stories. All of her songs are either about:


a) Her being mad at a guy
b) Her being heartbroken
or
c) Her wanting a guy to notice her.
(and occasionally she will have a song about being happy with a guy.)

In what song has she EVER, EVER apologized?! Um...I don't think there are any. And we all know that "Forever and Always" is about Joe, but it's a pretty harsh song. For example:


Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest
Made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called

And you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all

And you flashback to when he said forever and always


So, she is the victim here? Apparently so. And that might be true, but she really couldn't have been a perfect angel and the big meanie Joe decided it would be fun to break her heart. Let's take a look at Joe's response to her, called "Much Better."


I get a rep for breaking hearts
Now I'm done with super stars
And all the tears on her guitar
I'm not bitter



They said in an interview and in their lyric book that this song started out as a story about one specific person, but they ended up making it a sort of song for their fans. That's why the rest of the song obviously has nothing to do with Taylor. And also, if you've actually listened to "Much Better" and not just read the words, you will have noticed that it is a very fun, energetic, but sweet song, and Joe does not sound in the least bit angry or as he said, bitter.

To further prove my point that Taylor can be a bit of a, um, brat, let's take a look at some of her other song lyrics.



"Picture To Burn"

State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine, I'll tell mine you're gay


Cause I hate that stupid, old pickup truck you never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned, you're just another picture to burn

Yeah...the rest of the song is pretty mean too. But the point is that Taylor obviously takes blows pretty hard, and she tends to blame other people. Ugh there is someone I know who is like that, always the victim, and believe me it's insanely irritating. BUT all I am saying is that we need to take what Taylor says with a grain of salt.

I'm wondering why you said that you "hate" Joe. Why? Because he and Taylor broke up?! I never thought they were a good couple anyway, and it definitely didn't work out. So we can't blame him. A relationship calls for two people to put in equal input, and a breakup needs to be between two people, for whatever reason.

Those are some of my ramblings of the day! I am almost finished, don't worry. ;)

BUT BEFORE I SIGN OFF!

Has everyone heard?! Oh my Jonas! Everyone knows who the Jonas Brothers are, but there are bound to be a few broken hearts this week. Why? Because Kevin Jonas is officially engaged! I am so happy for him and I think it's great that he is willing to make the commitment of marriage to, quote from him, "the most amazing girl in the world." How sweet! Congratulations, Kevin and Danielle!

.....Hopefully she actually loves him and is not simply a) wanting to get filthy rich, FAST or b) suffering from a case of OJD - Obsessive Jonas Disorder. Heh, sorry, a bit of sick humor there! I know she must really love him! :)

Okay, last bit before I go. My video is ALMOST done, hopefully I will be posting it tomorrow. I'm glad that some of you voted! I hope you like it when it's completed! I've worked really hard on it...so if you don't like it then, um, just pretend to.

LOVE LOVE LOVE,

brunette.

She's Got The Rythm (hehe this song is stuck in my head)

Hey Blonde!

Okay, looks like we have some big news: "Collision", our blog, officially has another follower! THANK YOU, THANK YOU to Emilyexplosiveee (cool name, hahaha!) for taking a chance on our humble blog! Should I introduce us? My name is Brunette (well, it's not my real name haha) and Blonde (once again, not a real name) is a friend of mine who agreed to do this blog with me as part of a new years resolution. It's a long story but you can read the first few posts to understand why this was created! Basically we are two teenage girls who have a lot to say. Sometimes we just write about our day, but other times we have *cough* deeper discussions. Hahaha! So stay tuned and hopefully you will enjoy Collision! Oh and as long as we are giving shoutouts, I would like to thank Pixie for also following! Thanks everyone!

All right... so I know I promised I would post last night, but we got back from the track really late so I didn't have time, sorry! Soo I am posting really fast before heading off to camp. I will try to finish my story/slideshow video and post it on here as soon as it's finished! I hope everyone likes it. Hahahaha it's kinda weird, now that we have another follower I feel like I am writing this to a lot of people! Anyhoo.

I don't have time to write much else but all I want to do is have a contest. I will put up a poll and you guys or anyone else who happens to stumble across this blog have to guess which famous couple my video is about. Okay, VOTE! And make sure you leave a comment or write a new post saying who you voted for. I'm not sure what the prize is yet, but I will think of something! :)

Ta-ta for now!

Love, Brunette.

About Life, by Julianne Hough

Hey Brunette!

Hahaha yes! Stalkers R US! Actually, I was bored and I wanted to read something, but I had no new books and it's hard to find good blogs, so I just looked at the ones you follow! Hahaha


Troy is the one that we joked that Marrin was married to and he found out...yeah. Hahhaha good times. Now he listens when I talk to other people too. Creeeepy! Maybe he just wants more friends. Idk.


Yeah, Kayla just LOOKS nice. Some people do. Erin looks nice and so does Megan W. And you? Not so much. Hahahahah jk jk. Oh, btw, I just saw our volleyball pictures and yours is really pretty, y0u should look at it.


Thanks for telling me about the eating disorder! I find those things interesting in a morbid sort of way. Also, they help me to understand better. I think what you felt was very typical in what most people with eating disorders feel, from what I have learned. Thank you for sharing! (And it's ok about the running, I would've run anyways! But if something like that ever happens again, please try to tell me in some way. I promise I won't freak out.)


Hahaha you're one to be talking about Cory! What about Steven and what did we call J-Drew??? Drew and your blue eyed children! I can't wait to meet him!

My bathing suit is blue and brown. I love it! What about yours?

OMG! OMG! OMG! I have so-called Diamond Stength Nail Polish too! Mine is light purple! And you are soooo right! We should file a lawsuit hahahaahaha. And I've had your shampoo too and it smells really good. Mine wasn't curls and waves though, obviously!

I am soooo busy this weekend. On Saturday, I am getting together with a girl from my health class, Natalie and yet another doctor appointment for my back. And on Sunday I have my party! It is going to be so fun! :)



I am reading a book that my friend and neighbor Emily lent me on Thursday. Emily and Jenna, (another neighbor), and I swam, played tetherball, etc. It was fun. They are both freshmen.



It's so funny seeing all the Serra people because they are stuck in their little Serra cliques and I have soooo many more friends than them at summer school! hahahahhaha. How weird is it that like Megan W will meet all the people that we talk about and stuff and she has no idea who they are. Hahhaaha.

Bye! Post soon!

Love,

Blonde :)

PS: Now that I have painted my nails a pretty pink, I am paranoid of them getting chipped! So far so good!

Thriller - dedicated to the late Michael Jackson, may he rest in peace.

Hey Blonde!

Wow, you call ME a stalker?! Hahaha sounds like the pot calling the kettle black. I'm not sure what that phrase means. But I decided to use it...because you can't say that I am the stalker if you have equally stalkerish tendencies. But it's all right, I don't mind. :) As a general rule I try not to write anything that I wouldn't be okay with other people seeing and knowing that it was me who wrote it. I mean, of course I wouldn't want other people seeing this blog, but that is only because there are some personal things written on here. But I haven't bashed anyone or used language, so it would be fine if someone read this. But it would be sort of like reading my diary or something, you know? Haha, a little off track there...sorry!

It sounds like Troy either likes you, or he just doesn't pay attention enough. I can't say, because I am not there! But we'll just have to wait and see, right? Hehe.

I'm glad you are making new friends at your class! Kayla is shy at first, but she is really funny once you start talking to her. And she is very loyal...and she knows a lot of awesome songs. We tend to sing them together when we are hyper. I'm glad that I will be on the cross country team, because I will get to make lots of new friends before school starts! Major benefit there. I mean, I already know several people who are going there, but there is something about being on a team and making new, strong friendships before the actual high school experience starts that is comforting. First day of school....I shouldn't have to worry. ;) I'm not a new kid. We are ALL new kids. It doesn't matter where you went to school anymore, it's where you are GOING to be: at S.M. The cliques will break up...to form new cliques most likely, but so what? I will not have some stupid group or clique. I have a clean slate. I refuse to comform to the cliched high school stereotype. Not happening. :)

Hmm...good question about the eating disorder thing. I think I have talked to you about it a few times before, so I don't want to be repeating myself! That would be annoying for you! But since you asked, I suppose that the need of being in control of something was a factor. It was my last year of homeschooling, and I knew that after that year, my world would turn upside down because of high school. It felt like everything was going too fast, and there was nothing I could do about it. So yes, I think that by deciding, "I don't have to eat this. I don't want to eat this. I can't eat this," I felt that I was in control of at least one aspect of my life. And there was a reward system. Every time I got on the scale (which I did at least twice a day) and saw that the number was lower, I was happy. It was like I was accomplishing something all by myself, by my own choice.

But anyway, that is going to be weird having to study that in health...AGAIN. It was awkward the first time cuz we had to answer all those questions honestly, but fortunately it never got to bad for me. I only lost about 11 pounds, and I am not sure if there was any physical signs of it. My mom kept saying, "Your jeans are getting baggy" and whatnot, but I don't know if you could tell just by looking at me. I was just depressed and not fun to be around. I guess I was angry. I don't really know why. It was a phase, I suppose. But I remember bruising a lot easier and being really sore for no reason when it was happening. I just became "afraid" of food. I also exercized constantly in order to burn more calories. I have to tell you...those runs that we did around the lake? I was only using those to get rid of the calories. I enjoyed running with you, but my real motive was to lose weight by running more. I'm sorry...I shouldn't have used you in that way. I don't know what was wrong with me. I'm sorry.

On a lighter note! ;) Wow, it's just as I suspected: you HAVEN'T gotten over Cory. But it's totally okay. I mean, I know that you only like him a little, and that's fine! You will get over him eventually. Or you might end up getting married. But we'll just have to see about that, won't we?

DON'T go see T2. Everyone I know who has watched it said that it was really bad. I know what you mean - I'm not the kind of person who would want to see that either!

Psh, I knew you would pick pink. I like white though. Red is of course a great COLOR, but I think it's a bit too much to have red nails unless you are going somewhere fancy. What color is your bathing suit? I just got mine, and I like it! I will need a two-piece for S.M. though, I believe. Oh well....hahaha. At least they support modesty! Ugh, I can't stand chipped nails. I have a nail polish, and the bottle says that it is "DIAMOND STRENGTH : No Chip Nail Color" but guess what? It chips MORE than my regular kind! Geez! Talk about marketing problems.

Wow, we do sound like total girls, don't we? Hahaha well I feel like staying girly for a few more minutes, so I will talk about the shampoo I bought today. Shampoo AND conditioner, to be specific. I got a new kind, it's supposed to be for people with wavy or curly hair. Let's see what it says on the bottle....

*Bonus*

*40% MORE!*

HERBAL ESSENCES

totally twisted

curls & waves shampoo

WITH A FUSION OF

french lavender twist

&

jade extracts

I'm deliciously bent, and your hair is, too.

Okay, so that is my shampoo bottle. We shall see if it works...or if it is another of one of those amazing marketing jobs. (Think "DIAMOND STRENGTH" nail polish.)

Well I have to go now, but I will post later! See ya...

Love love love,

BRUNETTE.

Heyyy

Hey Brunette!!!!

So I'm posting right now because I have been looking at some of the blogs that you folow and now I feel like posting hahaha. WOAH, BRUNETTE!!! You are, like, following a million blogs and like commenting on so many of the posts! Haha I liked when you told that one girl that there are better ways to express herself than by using bad language...love it! So true!

I am loving high school! I am in summer school for Health, because I am doing MUN! I love it! I have met soooo many friends and I have gotten better friends with Erin because we carpool. Your friend Kayla is hanging out with Lisa. Hmmm, interesting. Wonder how long that one will last!

Troy, (he was in my middle school), told me that Rachael and Jade are creepy. LOL!!!!! But then again, so is Troy. So, um, yeah. Troy talks to me sometimes because he happens to sit behind me; he's always like, 'Blonde, do you remember when ( fill in the blank) or who was it that (fill in the blank). Today he asked me the same question about the instructions like ten times. Then asked to see my paper with the question on it twice. Ouch. I hope he doesn't like me. Even as friends. He cheated on a health test-I was the only one in my class that got 100% on it-and got caught and got a zero on it. He deserves it. I hate cheaters.

We talked about eating disorders today. My teacher said people do it mostly because they want some control of the situation. I gave him your name and email so he can contact you. JUST KIDDING!!!!! But, seriously, is that why you did it? Or to be thin? Because you are already tiny, so do not ever scare me like that again or I will come to your house and make you eat!!! I swear it's true! Especially after watching the video on it today. it was so sad. You will probably see it when you take health.

Guess what? 'Cory' is in Health! He's not in my class, but maybe he will be in my MUN class! Seriously, I need to get over him, but still. And he was valedictorian and everything. And he is funny and nice. Okay, I will stop now. You get the point. I will probably just like him until I meet someone else in highschool...he is just better than most people at S****, (I'm not cussing, I just don't want to say the name of my middle school/elementary school in case some creepy person is reading this lol). But I just kind of like him now. Really.

Erin asked me to go see Transformers 2 with her tommorow, but after what hearing what Beatrice said about it, I don't know if I'm going to even bother asking my parents about it! It sounds pretty bad; she said it should be rated R. So I will tell my parents Erin invited me, but say I've heard some bad things about it, (unlike a lot of teenagers, I don't even WANT to see that stuff!!!)

I am seriously loving highschool thought. It's soooo less immature than middleschool! I'm looking forward to August 31st. Except I don't want homework. Brunette, you are going to be in shock. No, wait you do Biola. But still. Like, I bet we get a ton! I had a ton this year!

I am going to do my nails tonight. What color should I choose-pink...purple...red...white...green...? No, I'm not going to ask you, I'm just going to paint them pink. Hahahaha sorry, but you would never pick pink. The only problem is that it wouldn't match with my bathing suit or my blue sparkly toenails. What is a girl to do??? Just kidding! I will most likey use the pink from Jade's bday party anyways, because I love it. I've seen you wear it and it looked really pretty and didn't chip or anything. Don't you hate chipped nails? I know that's really girly girl, but I'm sorry. I just HATE when my nails chip!


Well, that is all I have to post about 2day! There are some other things, like this really funny thing Emily did, or this cool drawing Ari did, or Natalie's gymnastics, or Erin's sister, or Madison's party on July 17th, or Serena, ( a different Serena, she's a freshman, not Serena that I've known since I was born lol),'s funny explaining something to Natalie, but you don't know those people-you will soon!-so you wouldn't find any of that very interesting! So goodbye! Comment and post!!!!!!!!!!!


Love, love, love, Blonde!

You forgot to publish this, Brunette :)

4:29 pm Why do my eyes hurt so bad? They feel really dry and burning lately.



4:14 pm Okay there is this actor named Mark Wahlberg and he looks like a forty-year-old Nick Jonas :-O Creepy.



4:13 pm The JBs new album, Lines, Vines, and Trying Times was released today! Yay....new music for iPod.

4:08 pm La la la....I dont understand people in general. It must be a gift.



4:03 pm Talking to Blonde on IM..... ;)



3:58 pm My computer still refuses to make noise. My mommy and I will probably be calling Dell soon. Pray that we can fix the problemo! :]

3:55 pm "I don't want you, I don't need you."



3:54 pm Can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read my poker f a a a a a c e.



9:45 am Team Red.



9:27 am My "brilliant idea" was so brilliant...that it failed.


8:51 am Restarting the computer.



8:51 am I think I fixed it...we'll see in a moment.


8:50 am Okay I am really, really mad...the sound on my computer is NOT WORKING and I am trying to fix it. Ughughughhh


8:35 am So the newest stuff will be at the top, and the previous will be at the bottom.

8:34 am P.S. To get the whole "Twitterlook", my tweets shall be arranged from top to bottom....sort of like a blog.

8:33 am Awesome. Twitterness! Hehe.

30 Things

GREAT idea, Blonde! I really really needed something to write, cuz my last attempt at a post kinda failed. So this is perfect. Here we go:

30 *UPDATED* Things About Brunette


1. My hair is....well, it's dark brown. It used to be REALLY dark, almost black, but it's lightened a lot. I used to be really bugged by my hair because it was so very thick; but I got it thinned out, thank goodness. Thinning shears = my saving grace!

2. My favorite color is (still) red. Love it. My least favorite color is yellow. My second favorite color is blue, and my second least favorite is pink. Wow...confusion!

*3. I love wearing dresses! I just feel so pretty and free in them. I don't have a chance to wear them very often, but when I do I'm very happy.

4. I just wear mascara now, and I'm comfortable with it. I don't wear lip gloss except for maybe once a month...I like it though. But I just forget to wear it, or I don't feel like it hahaha!

5. I am a Catholic Christian, and God is the center of my world! I would be nothing and nowhere without Him. Actually, nothing would EXIST without God! Duh.

*6. It really gets me mad when people deny God. They just have ginormous egos and they don't want to accept that there really is something greater than them. Much, much greater.

7. I want to be a film director when I grow up. Music videos, movies....anything. As long as its wholesome! I could never direct something that was morally twisted or against God. I would feel responsible. I want to change society for the better through my work.

*8. I often wonder what it would like to be famous.

*9. I love acting and singing! I don't sing in front of people though...well, not very often. I don't think I'm that good, but I like doing it!

*10. The first thing I notice about a guy is his hair. That's probably why I like Nick Jonas - his hair is adorable!

11. Music is sort of an escape for me. I like songs that have real meaning or that I can relate to.

12. My biggest pet peeve is when people tell me or someone else how a movie, show, or book ends. UGH...it annoys me to great lengths. UGH.

*13. My other pet peeve is when people try singing a song they don't know the words to. I am probably guilty of it too...but I guess it just bugs me when OTHER people do it! :)

*14. My other pet peeve is seeds inside of cherries. I mean, really: those fruits should be too small to even have seeds in them!

15. I have a major sweet tooth. But you already knew that...

16. I laugh at random stuff. A lot. It really bugs people around me, cuz they don't see what is so funny and when I try to explain it they are just like, "Umm...what?" Sometimes I laugh for no reason. But that's just me. :)

17. I am glad to be your friend too, Blonde! You make my life interesting too...hahaha the feeling is mutual.

18. I CAN'T WAIT FOR HIGH SCHOOL! I'm a little scared, but most of all I'm excited. It's going to be a whole new world, for me especially. I can't believe it's actually happening in less than 3 months. Ahhhh........gulp. A good gulp though.

*19. I don't like Pride and Predjudice. It's so incredibly boring! I'm on chapter seven, I believe. PLEASE tell me it gets better, Blonde! Please!

20. I should be blonde. My skin is pale and my eyes are light blue. According to reason, my hair should be light colored too. Most brunettes, even if they do have pale skin, have brown eyes. I'm a misfit. But then again, the rest of my family has brown hair and blue eyes, so I guess I'm okay! :)

21. I was born blonde. Not even kidding. And my hair was very thin. I was blonde until I turned like 5 or something. Hahaha! Weird.

*22. I get very stressed about schoolwork.

*23. The latest I think I've stayed up without sleeping is 3:45 am. I was doing schoolwork, in my bathroom, with a pillow under the door so my parents couldn't see that I was awake.It was the night before my last day of Biola, and I was SO VERY STRESSED that I was literally shaking. I can't even tell you. Wow.

24. I wear a purity ring. And I'm proud of it! I think I could only ever marry someone who has kept the same pledge. What better thing to give your future wife or husband then to tell them that you've been waiting for them?

*25. Speaking of purity rings, one of my favorite quotes is "True Love Waits." How beautiful is that? :)

*26. I love eighties songs. I'm slightly obsessed... It's funny cuz I'll know an old song by heart and I'll start singing it and my parents are like, "How do you KNOW that?! You weren't even born!" Hahaha! Classic.

*27. I love: peaches, the feeling of a horse breathing onto you, dresses, the sound of REAL laughter, people getting my jokes, Phil Collins, summertime, and Converse. And I love my family so very, very much!

*28. I lost my bestest friend in the entire world exactly one year ago today. Her name is Pellet and I miss her so much that it hurts. I knew her since I was six and I remember when I became friends with her. It was right after my mom got out of the hospital. Pellet was very special to me because she was always there, no matter what. She never let me down and she was my friend when no one else was. And now she is gone. Her seventh birthday is in three days. I never got to celebrate her sixth with her, and I would give anything to be able to have her for her seventh. Anything.

29. I procrastinate with everything. I am absent-minded and easily distracted. Who knows how I get good grades? I don't even know how I do it! But hey, I'm not complaining. :)

*30. I AM OFFICIALLY ON THE THIRTIETH THING! Hmmm...what shall I write? Okay, I will tell you my biggest secret. My biggest secret is





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Betcha didn't know! ;)

Lots of love,

Brunette.