This Is Me(gan)

dear blonde emmery,

i hope mikey is doing well. ironic that you married a guy with the same name (or NEARLY the same name) as my ex. oh well. that is life, i suppose.

sincereley, brunette.
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okay, this is the real post haha :) anyway, i don't have much to write this time, either. did you like my siegfried pics???? omg he is the Best. Dude. EVER!!! speaking of which, i read audrey's latest post and she has 30 facts about herself. i'm going to do the same thing right now, and you should too! without giving too much away of course....like, don't put "My full name, birthdate, and social security number are...." haha :)

so here i go.

1. I love music, and I am not afraid to try out new styles of music. Like right now I really like Paramore and Kelly Clarkson, last week it was heavy metal. okay, maybe not haha :)

2. My favorite color is red. Purple is also pretty. But red is better. My least favorite color is yellow -- ick!

3. I am addicted to Swedish Fish.

4. My favorite drinks are Coca Cola and suicide, which I was recently introduced to. Gosh, it's amazing!

5. Brunette is NOT my real name. I am a blonde at heart, ironically. But I do have brown hair.

6. I like to wear black.

7. My favorite symbols are peace signs and butterflies.

8. I have a habit of drawing hearts on the palm of my left hand. My mom is terrified that I will someday get a tattoo, but it's really just a sign of boredom for me!

9. I wish I was taller, and sometimes I wish I could be a different kind of person. Like more exciting, more different. But most of the time I like being me.

10. I have a purity ring on the middle finger of my right hand. I intend to keep my promise to God and myself!

11. I always have at least 5 or 6 bracelets on my wrist. Most of them are friendship bracelets, but another is a chain and I also have a funky plastic and metal one.

12. I rarely wear lipgloss, but I love buying it. And it smells good!

13. I have been homeshooled for 5 years.

14. I love Twilight. And I wish that there would be vampires at SM. Hmmmm....some gorgeous people come to mind as possibilities....jk :)

15. The lowest point in my life was when I had an eating disorder for several weeks. I lost 11 or so pounds, and I was't myself. I also cried a lot during that time. But I'm fine now!

16. I love rain. There is something about it that is so special and quiet and magical. I hate when people say that rain is annoying or that they can't stand it. Be thankful that there IS rain, people!

17. I hate when people are depressed or always talking about how their life stinks. It's extremely annoying.

18. I talk a lot.

19. When I am extremely excited, nervous, or happy, my teeth chatter. It's really strange. People are like, "Uh, it's not even that cold". And I'm like, "I know!"

20. My celebrity crush is.....Nick Jonas. WOW! I know, it's embarrasing. But whatever.

21. I stay up late at night and with my computer and chat with Kenzie. Secretly. It's horrible how sneaky we are.

22. I love Robert Redford. Even when his character is the 'bad guy' in movies, he is still my favorite!

23. I hate when people try to remake classics. Books, movies, whatever. It's always better the first time!

24. I crush on guys who don't realize I exist. Or if they do, they certainly don't SHOW it!

25. I wish I had green eyes. I mean blue-gray is fine but green is so mysterious and different.

26. I am a total dreamer. I can fantasize and plan a certain scene that will take place days, weeks, or months later, and it never actually happens the way I see it.

27. I am scared of....hmmm. I think I'm scared of being unwanted or unnaccepted.

28. I cannot live without conditioner. Once, while we were on vacation in Washington, there was no conditioner in the hotel and I DIED. Yeah. Can't live without it.

29. My best friend is the person who writes this blog with me. She is like my sister and I love her very much! She is the only one who has seen certain sides of me....like the Taylor Swift song says, "I'm only me when I'm with you!" Haha Blonde you are the greatest and I know we will always be friends!

30. My full name is......not going to be revealed! :)

Well there you have it.....30 facts about me. Wow, this is a totally selfish post but at least it was honest. :) TALK TO YOU SOON BLONDIEEEE!

PS Not bombard you with emails?! You reeeeally shouldn't have said that.....hehehehe. (that was an evil chuckle by the way.) Is a certain someone....namely CORY.....going to be at your little camp??? Hehehe this will be interesting...............................