I know what you mean. I was planning on talking to you tonight, but I decided not to for a number of reasons. One, I didn't want to spoil the mood of the party. It was so much fun! Two, and most importantly, I realized that what I had to say might matter to me, but as mentioned in your earlier post, you don't care. That's not a bad thing! I understand. I'm sick of fighting too.
We're moving forward to another chapter in our lives, both socially and academically (high school....ahh!). I think it would be best if we put this all behind us. Not that we have to forget...that's never a good idea. It's simply better if we take a deep breath and move on with our lives. We may or may not be friends, but that's okay. We both had lots of fun together and it was great - more than great - while it lasted. I'm not saying it has to end...simply that we need to move on. It's obviously going to be a different kind of friendship, or acquaintance - whatever you want to call it. I'm sick of fighting, sick of wondering, sick of accusing. And I think you are to!
BUT, I will continue blogging! I really enjoy it. It's sort of an escape for me...and I think it would be good if we keep in touch this way. Sort of our happy little secret. :)
I'm going to continue to be nice to you, and I'm not going to pretend like any of this never happened. I've learned from it, and I hope you have too. It was an amazing, rough, crazy experience...so thanks for the ride.
Lots of love, Brunette.